It’s hard to breath. & in no way am I being overdramatic It truly is, my chest is tight. And I’m gasping for air. It’s like every moment that goes by is harder then the last. I am consumed with terrible thoughts. Today I have to say goodbye to you for awhile. How do I look you in the eyes knowing most everything was a lie. God you’ve destroyed me. I shouldn’t let you. But you’re in my head. Today is my coworkers birthday & I gave her a hug as soon as she got to work but the thing is the hug was more for me then it was for her, I am so desperate for human connection right now I’ll take anything I can get. I need someone to remind me to breath even though it should come naturally my lungs should inhale & exhale. But I feel like I’m drowning.
Hedonist Poet (via hedonistpoet)
update on the fishbowl bong:
- got a fish
*cuddles up close to you* *puts my mouth by your ear* I NEED CONSTANT REASSURANCE THAT YOU STILL ENJOY ME AND FIND OUR RELATIONSHIP APPEALING
it literally stresses me out how much good music there is that i still haven’t listened to